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Thursday, May 02, 2002

ok. so i'm a little bit more awake, after smoking about a pack and a half of cigarettes and ingesting approximately 8 cans of diet coke. god... i need to quit it. i'm wired and my mouth tastes like an ashtray. i've brushed my teeth three times today, but it's just....

icky.

so, today:
got up at 8 after not nearly enough sleep. scrambled to get to work, only to get sent home to finish the brochure that i thought i had finished yesterday. spent a great deal of time either waiting on my boss to email me the information i needed to get my work done, or swearing at the computer because things just weren't working the way they were supposed to be.

and that was basically it. all day. waiting and swearing. swearing and waiting. waiting and...

ok, i think you have the idea.

anyway, i feel like i may be getting a cold or the flu or something. i will be quite angry if that's the case. but my throat's a little scratchy and my joints and muscles ache. (i'll just ignore the fact that i've been living the life of a lush for the past couple of weeks... drinking, chain smoking, and not sleeping...)

feh.

i wish that i could get some sleep tonight, but i'm on deadline for that newsletter (actually way way way past deadline) so i'll be up all night laying that damn thing out. maybe tomorrow night i'll get some sleep. i can only hope... of course, i have some friends graduating on saturday, so i may be at the bar tomorrow.... eh. i'll sleep eventually. i'm young, i don't need rest, right?

i'm bothered about this boy.... i don't really want to talk about it, so i shouldn't have even brought it up, and why i'm not deleting this is beyond me, but.... eh. i swore off relationships. i need to stop it.





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