
Wednesday, May 22, 2002
my life as of right now:listening: no show radio, "soulsmith" (yay, wes! now finish the cd.)
feeling: lethargic.
reading: zen buddhism essays by d.t. suzuki.
wanting: another cigarette.
wondering: if i made someone think i was a horrible person by telling the whole story. why boys have to be such heinous geeks.
waiting: for the weekend.
wanting: a nap. to go away from here. a piece of chocolate.
knowing: that tomorrow is another day. unless i die in my sleep.
hating: the fact that i've gotta take out the garbage soon.
loving: not being in a relationship.


