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Friday, May 24, 2002

i'm going to a party tonight. it's a cast party for a play i wasn't in, but i know the director and he sent me a card yesterday asking me to come by. so i'm going. i hope there aren't a bunch of pretentious arty people around (i like arty people... i just hate pretentious arty people.) because if there are, i'll have to drink a lot and then i'll be unable to drive myself home. and as much as i love the idea of passing out on a couch at ed's house... yeah, um... no.

so i guess i'll have to scratch that whole drinking a lot thing.

i'm all grumpy again today. i think i need to stop having these latenight conversations with my mother. last night's topic: why i feel that prayer is pointless. and other god stuff. and more love stuff. and why i'm disappointed and bored with everything. i guess the thing is, i just don't want to think about these things. because every time i do, i end up back at the beginning and i feel that i'm never getting anywhere.

i'd better get my ass to work now.





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